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Saturday, April 14, 2007
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Cooke house prac in school today.
i was 30mins late!
cause i woke up late. oops.
it was supposed to end at 9am.
but somehow, it ended @950am.
then i had to pass my donation card to mstay.
i waited for like 5mins which seemed super long.
cause she was having oral test.
then joey&i rushed to the school bus stop.
waited for 186 that took quite fast to come.
THANK GOD!
then rushed to church.
i think i was like half an hour late?
yeah. and jan was leading worship.

camy training!
i kinda sound funny when using the mic.
and it's like super cold up on the stage.
so we were all shivering, or is it just me?
hahaha.
then we sing,sing,sing.
it was quite cool.
i'll try not to sing so weirdly & just sing normally!(:
haha.
went to town w/ toh,caleb,sam,amanda&van.
cinnamon&sugar pretzel for lunch!
the rest had pepper lunch.
amanda left early to meet des.
then we went to Topshop!
van bought a top!
&she's gonna buy a top for my birthday!(:
yup. then the guys left.
van&i just walked ard.
we were being crazy!
especially van who's like 5yrs older.
yeah. walked ard till like 5plus.
then train-ed home alone.

NAPFA! (5 staions)
Sit&Reach - 48cm;not very good):
StandBroadJump - 175cm;AMAZINGLY!
ShuttleRun - 11.54s;thats really slow):
SitUps - 22;i suck at it)))):
IPU - 14; CRAP!2more for A!))))))))));

i so hate myself for the last 2 stations lah.
it's like a few more and i can get A!!!!!
GAHHHHHH.

Oh okay, so now,
you talk about these 9yrs that went down the drain.
you say i should support&encourage you in everything.
you say i'm supposed to accept it.
you say what a Holy Life i'm living.
you say you cant help it.
you say it's so difficult and it's hard to stop.
you say i should just shut the hell up.
Fine, i guess it's no point saying anything now.
and all that you said just made me think that everything is over now. it's SO OVER.
i guess writing all that seemed to let off steam.
but reading those words just made teary eyes.
well, i can just have my happy birthday by myself.
cause Nehzys is just so screwed up.
it just sucks so badly.

i never expected someone that you were with to change.
i expected you to change first.
but now, she's so different, i am so happy for her.

{ i was alone out there } 10:52 PM

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